Hurry up and stop

It’s been weird but every single time I start the project it’s always a rush for conclusion, always pressure but yet I see no results. I want to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I want to see the fruitfulness of my work. I’m so discouraged in moving forward because I see no outcome results. There are a few lights that stand out from the end of the dark forest. My hope is not to let them down because of where I am at mentally. For right now I’m not going to worry about that, my intentions are to complete the projects. We will see where this life will take me. Can’t say I’m enthusiastic about it, but at least it’s something. A change is coming and it’s well deserved.